happy birthday to me

i'm turning 21 soon!
can't wait!!it'll be a busy busy weekend!and i'm hoping everything will turn out great.
nothing's gonna go wrong.
i have lots of wishes to make!
hope it'll all come true.

studies first!graduate by may2012.good grades for all mods.though strategy and esap totally catch no balls.
so sick of school life alrdy!
just hoping everything in life will turn out fine.i'll be more than happy.
i think i really need to start reading thru my notes at least.
at this rate i'm progressing,i'm really gonna fail my mods.
jiayou ba!

you make me smile

school's starting tmr.
i hope i can make new friends in class.
if not i'll be a loner.
gotta practice smiling infront of the mirror now.lmao

i'm skipping work today,
for casting.
and i don't even know what casting is all about?
an interview?
picture taking session?
and i'm sacrificing work for it.
am i doing the right thing?
i'll just try it out,who knows what might happened,right?
ok,i'll just go for it.

i'm sorry

i'm sorry for not being as pretty as the others.
i'm sorry for not being tall enough.
i'm sorry for not able to convince pple in buying my product.
i'm sorry for not being able to spend like crazy.
i'm sorry for being tired after standing on heels for a mad period of 8 hours.
i'm sorry for not being smart,
i'm sorry for being slow at picking up new skills.
i'm sorry for not being able to make good decisions.
i'm sorry for not being able to make it for supper.
i'm sorry for being so tired all the time.
for everything i did,
i'm sorry.

but i thought you guys will understand.
i need a break.

i'm working my ass off this few days.
just for a new phone.
zomg!i wanna die.
just did glenlivet promo at powerhouse yesterday.
i'm glad i met some really nice girls,which guided me in promoting the whiskey,
and friendly staff there.
it made my day really awesomeee.


school's starting in a week's time.so not looking forward to it.psst.

lost phone

i'm so suayyyy!
just within 2 to 3 minutes they took my phone away from my bag!
hai,how could they?all my contacts,photos and etc :(
and still daRE TO DENY.
u two can burn in hell,and i curse the day that u were born.
motherfuckers.
everyone knows that the people that could have took it was you guys.
the police will catch you.
lie detector,pls do your job well for the investigation!

if you lose my trust,you're not getting it back unless u work for it.
even then,it probably won't be the same.