i'm still alive but i'm barely..breathing,

You got her heart and my heart,
and none of the pain,
you took your suitcase,
and i took the blame,
now i'm trying to make sense of wad little remains.

cause,you left me with no love,
and no love to my name.

for the first time

had my first band performance on saturday,
i can't say its perfect.
but its definitely a memorable one.
i guess i wasnt that nervous on stage because the audience are rather sporting.
looking forward to the recoerdings.
but first,gotta spam some cough syrup.
MY THROAT HURTS.

the push pull technique

you have no right to use it on me.
i don't deserve this kind of treatment from you.
why try to be hot and cold.
do you even care.
from today onwards i'm not gonna care.

off to phillipines

finally a holiday.
I needed a break so badly,
so tired and worn out,
after so many days of work,
and not having enough time to sleep.

i think i truly deserved it.

會呼吸的痛

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

excuses,excuses,excuses.

i'm not selfish,
i'm just confused.

foursome class gathering.

korean food,
rocher beancurd,egg tart,
and teoheng.

23rd august

i hope this day wouldnt come.
i dont wanna get my results.
i still haven't enjoyed my holidays enough.

we're paying with love t'night.

blow the candles out,
looks like a solo tonight,
but i think i'll be alright.

i'm forever keeping my angel close.

feeling so angsty today!
someone totally screwed my schedule up!
100 bucks fly!!!!

but at least i made full use of my day.
baked some cookies,went for a swim
had dinner with mom!
and the manager compensate me with 30 bucks.
i should be happy!
i know.

my pretty ladies

finally a day where all of us are free.
:D

if someone is taking your love for granted,the love u give them should be taken.

how true.




should i ask or should i not?

i wish i can bubble wrap my heart

in case i fall and break apart.


food fest's over!!so happy!
more work comes my way.
fitnesse office challeng is back.
i'm gonna work alone again!!!
money money come to me!

Why am I afraid to lose you when you're not even mine...

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.' "

i'm so excited about the meet-ups i'm gonna have after food-fest!
so many outings,so little money left to spent.
fml :(

if someone were to read my mind,
i think he or she would go crazy.
cause there's too many things going through this tiny brain of mine.
it just makes me wanna break down and cry.

if there's a prize for rotten judgement,

i guess i've already won that.
4 more days of work,
and i'm gonna get all the rest that i need.




my heart is screaming-"get a grip,girl".

run devil run

today's the 6th day of the fair.
i'm barely surviving.
i'm tired and worn out,
like my shoes.so cui
i think i need to get a new pair.
i'm lucky i'm working with a friend,and the japanese ppl are so all so nice and friendly.
i can survive thru the whole event,
at least i hope to.

no,it dont breakeven,no
what am i suppose to do,
when the best part of me was always you?

i've learnt to control it all.

its the 3rd day of food fest.
half of the time i was just munching on the delicious rice crackers,
not knowing how fattening it is.
gosh!
but it's really really nice,
especially the miso and soy sauce flavour.
just can't get enough of it.
by the end of the event,i guess i'll be rolling on the floor,
too fat to stand up!
i am phat!

skipping my lunch today.
i hope i dont eat more for the next meal later on.

FML!